I like this verse. Can I get an "amen" for the take-a-break verse? Let's go off by ourselves to a quiet place and rest awhile. Good. plan. Jesus.
He'd been serving all day. He hadn't eaten. The people were non-stop. It was time for a pause. He got in a boat. He sailed away. Up to this point, I'm tracking with him. Yep, follow Jesus' example. When you get too tired of the people, go get some rest so you can have a fresh start!
Then the people figured out his plan and ran ahead to meet him on the other side. I read the verse and my insides wailed for him.
No, no, no, no, just give the man ONE SECOND, you needy, annoying people!!!
But that is not how Jesus responded.
This chapter in Mark is famous. It's the one that describes how Jesus took one boy's lunch and fed 5000 families. But I think there's another miracle in this story - one that happened so swiftly and so subtly it's often overlooked:
"Jesus saw the huge crowd as he stepped from the boat, and he had compassion on them..."
The needs were so constant he couldn't even get a meal in. They followed him everywhere on foot, so he arranged to travel by boat to get away from them. He wanted a quiet place and rest. He got a crowd of people asking for more.
He stepped off the boat, recognized his plan was ruined, and in that moment of realization, his heart cared for them more than it cared for his break.
translates it this way: "He was moved in the inward parts to feel compassion for them."
He moved toward them. And not just outwardly.
I often do what is necessary externally, but pull away on the inside. I sigh and shake my head and move toward the needs before me, but with a frustrated and resentful heart. It was not so with him.
Jesus didn't plan to endlessly meet needs. He recognized that he needed rest. He chose to pause ministry and step away to recharge. But when that pause was interrupted - he was willing for it to be.
When the boat ride was all the break he got, he took it and moved on, without a fit, without any harsh words. And with a gracious heart, he turned toward
the people and the work before him, instead of back to the idea of the rest he had been hoping for.
Work this miracle in me. Give me wisdom to plan for rest, but grace to receive the work I'm given when it comes unexpectedly. Train my heart to accept the boat-ride breaks with thankfulness and to readily feel compassion for the people you place before me in those interruptions that make me want to retreat.
Help me to see that, in the same way, you are moved with compassion for me.
After all, this time of year is all about remembering how glad I am that your heart decided to move toward my need.